sarah dickenson snyder / two poems
Voices
Where did she find
this soul?
Maybe in the marrow
of her bones, that first
rib taken for her.
She does hear other voices—
first from above,
the one sounding like wind
or thunder. Then the softness
of Adam's, that small knot
moving inside his throat,
a voice like rain song
so different from the winged
landing on branches or the hush
of the snake. Her soul
sounded full
of certainty. It said only,
Fill yourself. Nothing more.
For The Boat
a Golden Shovel of Lucille Clifton’s “blessing the boats”
I remember the upheaval in the garden after the hurricane, may-
be it's always about the aftermath, opening the
cellar door after the flood, the low tide
and the small bones that
wash up and all the missing that is
like embryos let go, the entering
of absence, of an old boyfriend's dreams even
forty years later in the cathedral of what never happened. Now,
the never cells, the
lives never made, the lip
of all the words of
unsaid. In our
love making last night, I was not understanding
the miracle of a tilting planet carry-
ing the lucky ones, how little gravity you
need to stay—does everything work out
to being about the planet or its moon, the unseen side beyond–
the hungry stones, the pock-marked darkness, the
what’s-within-the-skin-&-skull of the face.
I’m talking of
wanting to being done with fear—
how quickly I'm fine, how are you may
come and there you
are again in the generous alone, no kiss
to awaken from myth. Maybe I want to find the
unfolded instructions, the way a young boy constructed a wind-
mill out of almost nothing, then
changed the lives of everyone he loved, turn-
ing the axis from
one star to another, let it
be an instrument, certain
of where to place chains and wheels, let it
make the music you will
hear, a sound to love
again and again, the way your
finger presses back
to replay and replay. May
you never tire of what you
know and don’t know. The way you open
the sky of you to let your
worst thoughts be eyes on eyes
and touch on touch, reaching to
nakedness, diving into water,
to be covered by water.
Remember the wildness of waving
trees, the invisible wind, a possible forever
swerving, an uprooting, nothing where it was before and
then—stilled. The huge maple lying on its side. May-
be I ache for altered space, the way you
entered mine. The live wire in
the street I could not touch. Your
skin I could. How innocence
can return, sail
in like the only boat to get through,
the way this
world toppled over to
make a better one. Yes, that.
Sarah Dickenson Snyder carves in stone & rides her bike. Travel opens her eyes. She has four poetry collections, The Human Contract (2017), Notes from a Nomad (nominated for the Massachusetts Book Awards 2018), With a Polaroid Camera (2019), and Now These Three Remain (nominated for the Massachusetts Book Awards 2023). Poems have been nominated for Best of Net and Pushcart Prizes. Work is in Rattle, Verse Daily, and RHINO. More at sarahdickensonsnyder.com.
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